Realization

Today I had a moment when I knew it wasn't just being down and missing everyone, a moment when I realized that this was a terrible mistake.

We had a plan.

We were going to wait to move to SC once we were done with our credit counsiling (October 2016), but instead jumped the gun and now we are between a rock and a hard place.

Our credit sucks and we won't be able to really rectify it until we are done with our credit counsiling so that means no house.

While on the phone with the lenders getting this news about how "Negative" our credit report was I realized how done I am with this situation.

I am DONE scraficing

This was the nail in the coffin for me, I swear to baby Jesus if my husband thinks that my mother, himself, my daughter, our 2 dogs and myself are going to cram in to an apartment he can go take a walk.

I have a perfectly nice house, in OHIO that accomdates us nicely.