A hot mess

Have you ever been in a state of hot mess-ness and not really give a hoot?

That is where I am right now, and have been for about 4 months... ok I lied... since winter. I just don't care.

I don't care that I wear jeans every day.
I don't care that I wear my hair in a ponytail 10 out of 10 times.
I don't care that I haven't worn make up (not for a special occasion) since.... well since, OMG I can't remember the last time I wore make up, just out of the blue.

I have not cared for so long that on our anniversary when I did do my hair, shaved my legs, wore a dress and put make up on that my husband was almost caught off guard.

I have not cared in so long, that I am actually starting to care again and the state of me today is just sad... I am wearing my crocs (nothing against them), the ones I bought for culinary school and swore I would only wear again when the need for slip resistant footwear is needed.


Does anybody else get this way too?

hmmm I sense the breezes of change....

(how's that for a clif hanger)