This is a bullet point post do ya dig?
-Husband had a second interview with a management in training program, he was super excited.
- Clinicals started and are going well. I thought that pericare was going to be horrible but in all honesty these people need help, that is why I am here, that is what I want to do (help people) and my skills take over and I do it without really thinking about it.
-Our air conditioner is on the fritz which means this has been a very uncomfortable weekend. I hate being hot and when I do I get super cranky.
-I read the 50 Shades trilogy in a week, it made me realize some things that I didn't know I thought would be sessy to try.
-Husband didn't get the job, we were all super bummed.
- I got the call for an interview at OSU
-I hate my house now that it is overrun with dogs and although I love them, I can't wait to get my house back.
- My interview went really well and I should know by mid week if I got it, prayers please.
- My mom and husband aren't getting along and guess who is in the middle?
-Husband is thinking about going back to school.... this will be its own post
- If I get this job, we are getting rid of my car, I don't know how I feel about this.
- The car issue was contingent on getting some higher quality work clothes, husband doesn't know this but those are my terms.
- Cooper destroyed my toms and I am still mad at him
My life in a nut shell....
Monday, May 28, 2012
Saturday, May 5, 2012
Haven't done this in awhile
1. I've come to realize that my hair:
is better left untouched.
2. I've come to realize that when I talk:
I have trouble listening
3. I've come to realize that if I make a mistake:
It makes me wants to vomit and find a scapegoat, this is because my need to be perfect is absolutely debilitating sometimes.
4. I've come to realize that all I really need is:
more money and patience
5. I've come to realize that I've lost:
my way in my marriage a bit, we are going through some growing pains and I find myself resorting to wanting the past instead of seeing how wonderful my here and now is.
6. I've come to realize that I hate:
that I feel so unaccomplished.
7. I've come to realize that if I were to get drunk:
I would do something stupid.
8. I've come to realize that money:
you don't need it to be happy, but it sure can help.
9. I've come to realize that when I get old:
I am going to regret not getting my life going sooner
10. I've come to realize that I'll always be:
a dreamer and I will rely way to heavily on these dreams and when it situation ends differently I am usually let down.
11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on:
the flirt. When you are going on ten years of knowing your significant other the flirt dwindles and that is ok, but when someone flirts with you sometimes it just gives you a little boost to your step.
12. I've come to realize that the last time I cried:
was when dot rolled over on Delia and it sounded like she was dying.
13. I've come to realize that my cell phone:
I am completely dependent on it.
14. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the morning:
I should have gone to bed earlier and not hit snooze
15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night:
I over analyze everything in my head and can't turn my brain off.
16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about:
getting a call about an interview, Husband getting his new job, what to do about school, moving to Savannah, money, what is for dinner.
17. I've come to realize that my life:
is pretty boring right now, but I love it.
18. I've come to realize that when I get on Facebook:
I get nosy.
19. I've come to realize that tonight I will:
be in pain and want to quit my job
20. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will:
be in pain and want to quit my job
21. I've come to realize that I really want:
things to work out for husband he deserves it
22. I've come to realize that the person who is most likely to repost this is:
I am not going to tag anyone.
23. I've come to realize that relationships:
are hard no matter what kind and how involved you are.
24. I've come to realize that love:
makes you crazy sometimes
25. I've come to realize my best girl friends:
keep me sane.
26. I've come to realize my best guy friends:
are just as needy as some girls
28. I've come to realize food can:
making makes me happy, eating it and gaining weight makes me want to never eat again.
29: I've come to realize that this summer:
could be the start of amazing things for the G family
30. I've come to realize heartbreak:
changes you.
31. I've come to realize that my ex:
now that I am married, have all these flirty feelings for me and it is getting old.
32. I've come to realize that my sister(s)?brother(s)
they know nothing about me and I know nothing about them, we have the same mother and father and that's about it.
33. I've come to realize that crying:
doesn't make me feel better, it just makes me feel weak.
34. I've come to realize that death:
can happen at any age, at any time.
35. I've come to realize that if I'm sick:
I annoy myself with how needy I am.
36. I've come to realize when I'm bored:
I should do a crunch instead of eat a bag of chips.
37. I've come to realize that work:
could turn out to be something amazing.
38. I've come to realize that family:
annoys the crap out of me sometimes but I love them anyway.
39. I've come to realize when I go shopping:
It's always for things I think I need but really I don't need anything.
40. I've come to realize:
that this is a fun survey and I really should do it once a year.
is better left untouched.
2. I've come to realize that when I talk:
I have trouble listening
3. I've come to realize that if I make a mistake:
It makes me wants to vomit and find a scapegoat, this is because my need to be perfect is absolutely debilitating sometimes.
4. I've come to realize that all I really need is:
more money and patience
5. I've come to realize that I've lost:
my way in my marriage a bit, we are going through some growing pains and I find myself resorting to wanting the past instead of seeing how wonderful my here and now is.
6. I've come to realize that I hate:
that I feel so unaccomplished.
7. I've come to realize that if I were to get drunk:
I would do something stupid.
8. I've come to realize that money:
you don't need it to be happy, but it sure can help.
9. I've come to realize that when I get old:
I am going to regret not getting my life going sooner
10. I've come to realize that I'll always be:
a dreamer and I will rely way to heavily on these dreams and when it situation ends differently I am usually let down.
11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on:
the flirt. When you are going on ten years of knowing your significant other the flirt dwindles and that is ok, but when someone flirts with you sometimes it just gives you a little boost to your step.
12. I've come to realize that the last time I cried:
was when dot rolled over on Delia and it sounded like she was dying.
13. I've come to realize that my cell phone:
I am completely dependent on it.
14. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the morning:
I should have gone to bed earlier and not hit snooze
15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night:
I over analyze everything in my head and can't turn my brain off.
16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about:
getting a call about an interview, Husband getting his new job, what to do about school, moving to Savannah, money, what is for dinner.
17. I've come to realize that my life:
is pretty boring right now, but I love it.
18. I've come to realize that when I get on Facebook:
I get nosy.
19. I've come to realize that tonight I will:
be in pain and want to quit my job
20. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will:
be in pain and want to quit my job
21. I've come to realize that I really want:
things to work out for husband he deserves it
22. I've come to realize that the person who is most likely to repost this is:
I am not going to tag anyone.
23. I've come to realize that relationships:
are hard no matter what kind and how involved you are.
24. I've come to realize that love:
makes you crazy sometimes
25. I've come to realize my best girl friends:
keep me sane.
26. I've come to realize my best guy friends:
are just as needy as some girls
28. I've come to realize food can:
making makes me happy, eating it and gaining weight makes me want to never eat again.
29: I've come to realize that this summer:
could be the start of amazing things for the G family
30. I've come to realize heartbreak:
changes you.
31. I've come to realize that my ex:
now that I am married, have all these flirty feelings for me and it is getting old.
32. I've come to realize that my sister(s)?brother(s)
they know nothing about me and I know nothing about them, we have the same mother and father and that's about it.
33. I've come to realize that crying:
doesn't make me feel better, it just makes me feel weak.
34. I've come to realize that death:
can happen at any age, at any time.
35. I've come to realize that if I'm sick:
I annoy myself with how needy I am.
36. I've come to realize when I'm bored:
I should do a crunch instead of eat a bag of chips.
37. I've come to realize that work:
could turn out to be something amazing.
38. I've come to realize that family:
annoys the crap out of me sometimes but I love them anyway.
39. I've come to realize when I go shopping:
It's always for things I think I need but really I don't need anything.
40. I've come to realize:
that this is a fun survey and I really should do it once a year.
curve ball
freaking out over finances in the wee early hours a month ago I applied for a full time job at a prestigious university in the area. Can we guess where this is?
I have been trying to become a Buckeye since I started working at CPS, so for 6 years I have been applying for jobs and nothing ever happens and I thought this would follow suit.
The reason for the freak out, this new job isn't working out. The pay isn't great, the hours kind of bite and all of that I can deal with but the physical exhaustion is simply to much. I work a day and I am off my feet for 3, last weekend was the worst so far and husband actually told me to quit. I had to have him bring me my real tennis shoes not the work ones and I could barely walk myself out to his car, when I got there I was a blubbering mess because I was in so much pain.
Classes have finally started to pick up and I was feeling less guilty about leaving my job, thing were looking up.
Then husband had a "talk" with me.
The talk went something like this:
Husband:We are getting by but barely
Me: feeling guilty
Husband:You need to find steadier work
Me: feeling more guilty
Husband: until then you need you ask your mom for more money
Me: dying a little more inside
Then....
I get a text from bestie and she informed me that I made the short list. The short list for the job that on a whim I applied for, the full time job that on a whim I applied for.
I. was/am. nervous.ecstatic.praying. every. other. second. to.get. this. job. I think the periods after every word really get the point across.
This opportunity would be amazing for me not only for helping us financially but I would be in at a university that has a medical center that if I stayed there I could transfer to after I graduated from school. AND not to mention I could continue my education for FREE.
FREE PEOPLE!!!!
The problem....
its full time and I would have to completely change my school schedule and be a quarter more behind than I already am.
I talked it over with husband and he always tells me in the end it is up to me and I think I know what I am going to do.
If I get called in for an interview and get offered the job, I am going to take it. It took me 6 years to get in to OSU and I am not going to pass up the opportunity.
I looked in to it and all the classes I am taking right now are offered in the evening and on weekends, so I am covered there, the only issue will arise when I start the actual surgical tech program but that could be another 2 years before that happens.
This comes at such a hopeful time because husband has a second interview with a company in a couple of weeks.
Please ladies, throw a prayer or some good jewjew our way.
I have been trying to become a Buckeye since I started working at CPS, so for 6 years I have been applying for jobs and nothing ever happens and I thought this would follow suit.
The reason for the freak out, this new job isn't working out. The pay isn't great, the hours kind of bite and all of that I can deal with but the physical exhaustion is simply to much. I work a day and I am off my feet for 3, last weekend was the worst so far and husband actually told me to quit. I had to have him bring me my real tennis shoes not the work ones and I could barely walk myself out to his car, when I got there I was a blubbering mess because I was in so much pain.
Classes have finally started to pick up and I was feeling less guilty about leaving my job, thing were looking up.
Then husband had a "talk" with me.
The talk went something like this:
Husband:We are getting by but barely
Me: feeling guilty
Husband:You need to find steadier work
Me: feeling more guilty
Husband: until then you need you ask your mom for more money
Me: dying a little more inside
Then....
I get a text from bestie and she informed me that I made the short list. The short list for the job that on a whim I applied for, the full time job that on a whim I applied for.
I. was/am. nervous.ecstatic.praying. every. other. second. to.get. this. job. I think the periods after every word really get the point across.
This opportunity would be amazing for me not only for helping us financially but I would be in at a university that has a medical center that if I stayed there I could transfer to after I graduated from school. AND not to mention I could continue my education for FREE.
FREE PEOPLE!!!!
The problem....
its full time and I would have to completely change my school schedule and be a quarter more behind than I already am.
I talked it over with husband and he always tells me in the end it is up to me and I think I know what I am going to do.
If I get called in for an interview and get offered the job, I am going to take it. It took me 6 years to get in to OSU and I am not going to pass up the opportunity.
I looked in to it and all the classes I am taking right now are offered in the evening and on weekends, so I am covered there, the only issue will arise when I start the actual surgical tech program but that could be another 2 years before that happens.
This comes at such a hopeful time because husband has a second interview with a company in a couple of weeks.
Please ladies, throw a prayer or some good jewjew our way.
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
Hair war
I did something really dumb a few months ago, I say dumb because I am so over it.
I got a perm.
Here is a hair bio:
My hair is fine but I have a crap ton of it.
for most of my life it has been stick straight.
Then about 2 years ago my straight hair went AWOL, I couldn't just let my hair air dry anymore because there was a wave and a frizz issue, so I had to start blow drying my hair and then flat ironing it. My hair freaking hated me, so I decided to try the curly girl method and my hair was...ok. It wasn't great but it wasn't terrible either. I just couldn't find the happy medium so I thought I would gave nature a little push and just get a perm. I read a lot about it online and yes it could damage my hair but I was doing that anyway, and a lot of people said that you should try it just once.
So I did it.
And from the chair I freaking hated it, the desire to wash my hair immedately when I got home was immense and I am not going to lie, I cried about it. It looked like a poodle licked an electical socket.
I wasn't crazy about it, and I found it wasn't easy to take care of, It took me 5 weeks to find the balance of products and still now they aren't bouncy and shiny. The girl that did the perm used different sized rollers but I don't think she used big enough rollers to begin with. I wanted a looser curl and some of them are still really tight. My hair can't take full curly girl method, it is to fine to take not being cleansed. I tried apple cider vinegar cleanser and that left my hair dull. I tried a home protein treatment and it left my hair like straw. I was THIS close to shaving my head when we went down to Savannah. I semi dreaded the trip because of the heat and the humidity, I finally threw in the towel and washed my hair with husbands head and shoulders and then conditoned with a CG approved conditioner. MY HAIR FELT AMAZEBALLS!!!! That is when I realized I was a modified CG and I was never looking back.
But my hair still wasn't what I had hoped. It wasn't bouncy and honestly the back mattes like one of those dogs Sarah McLachlan makes you feel like shit about. I do everything they tell me too to prevent tangles and nothing works, so I wear my hair in a messy bun 8 out of 10 times and that isn't what I want. I love wearing my hair down especially now that it is so long.
So I straightened my hair and almost cried at how much I missed my straight hair, it is already growing out and the hair coming in is my old hair.
I have been throwing around the idea of when the new growth is longer I am going to save my money and go to one of the top salons around here and getting a straight perm and calling it a day.
I got a perm.
Here is a hair bio:
My hair is fine but I have a crap ton of it.
 |
| night before the perm |
for most of my life it has been stick straight.
 |
| trying curly girl method |
So I did it.
And from the chair I freaking hated it, the desire to wash my hair immedately when I got home was immense and I am not going to lie, I cried about it. It looked like a poodle licked an electical socket.
 |
| right before I washed it |
I am going to admit that I didn't wait a full 48 hours, I waited like 36, I couldn't take my hair looking like that anymore.
Here is the result.
 |
| after plopping |
I wasn't crazy about it, and I found it wasn't easy to take care of, It took me 5 weeks to find the balance of products and still now they aren't bouncy and shiny. The girl that did the perm used different sized rollers but I don't think she used big enough rollers to begin with. I wanted a looser curl and some of them are still really tight. My hair can't take full curly girl method, it is to fine to take not being cleansed. I tried apple cider vinegar cleanser and that left my hair dull. I tried a home protein treatment and it left my hair like straw. I was THIS close to shaving my head when we went down to Savannah. I semi dreaded the trip because of the heat and the humidity, I finally threw in the towel and washed my hair with husbands head and shoulders and then conditoned with a CG approved conditioner. MY HAIR FELT AMAZEBALLS!!!! That is when I realized I was a modified CG and I was never looking back.
 |
| After Savannah |
So I straightened my hair and almost cried at how much I missed my straight hair, it is already growing out and the hair coming in is my old hair.
 |
| Straightened and loving it! |
I have been throwing around the idea of when the new growth is longer I am going to save my money and go to one of the top salons around here and getting a straight perm and calling it a day.
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