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Welcome! My name is Mrs.G and I started this blog so people could share in my mis-adventures in wedding planning. I married my southern gentleman on September 6th, 2009. Throughout our courtship I became enamored with everything southern and desperately want to become a steel magnolia.
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Friday, July 9, 2010


I am feeling so blah this week.

I mean I know that I am down but I am also completely zapped of any ounce of energy and really could care less that I need to clean my house, that laundry needs done, that my dog needs a bath hella bad.... I just don't care.

My house is in shambles right now, every time I try to clean I just make a bigger mess that I can't seem to get myself out from underneath. I can't seem to do anything but sleep, and I can't even do that right.

Having family issues right now that are really breaking me down. I know all she has done for me, and I can't even begin to express just how greatful I am for the opprotunities that she has givien me. But that is the issue, no matter how much I try and tell her thank you, it is never enough. I made one false move and now I am selfish. She said that I need to start thinking more about other peoples needs and feelings before my own, and she knows that I am young and spontaneous, but that doesn't give me the right to be selfish.

I feel really disconnected from my life, from my relationships, from my home everything.

I think one reason I am feeling so disconnected from everything is because I feel like I am in some sort of emotional limbo. I can honestly say right now I don't know what I want and I hate it. Move? stay here? house?baby??school? new job? I couldn't even tell you what I want more, or what is the lesser of 2 evils.


In lighter news. I may be doing a bedroom face lift here soon. The comforter that we got for our wedding was nice when we got it but I have found that it stains and wears super easy and now it looks older than 10 months. Last night Dot got stuff alllllll over it and I doubt that it will come out. We washed it in hopes that maybe we can get a coffee table instead but we shall see.

My inlaws are coming in 3 weeks and bringing a bunch of furniture with them from my Husband's Grandmothers house. so not only do I have to deep clean my house but now I have to get rid of furniture to make for an easy transfer. I am excited to get more grown up furniture.


  1. I'm sorry your having a difficult time girl but things will work themselves out and hell you can be as selfish as you want to be, we're young we're allowed to make mistakes.

  2. Why does baby have two question marks? Are you hinting to yourself at something? :)