hurts so good

I don't know why I do this to myself.

ok I know why.

I am talking about going to the midnight showing of Eclipse. Yeah I was there, and in case you were wondering yes I wore my Edward shirt.

I have been to every midnight showing for the twilight series and plan to continue to go until the very end.

I do it because I have to be the "first person" to see it. I would be crushed is someone ruined something for me and I would feel totally out of the loop. I don't know what loop, but I would feel left out.

Right now, I am sitting at my desk trying desperately to not think about how tired I am. I am drinking coffee, which I never do and it is helping. I have a 6 hour energy shot thing I am going to take at lunch to see if it can get me out of this zombie like trance.

Would I take being well rested and out of loop? Hail Nah.

These heavy eye lids mean that I spent the night with my movie boyfriend and I am ok with that.